Slowly slowly he came into my life

Slowly slowly he came into my life,

and I don't know when he stole my heart.

I had never thought that this could happen

but without asking he left with me his heart.

How do i handle the situation as it is beyond my control,

quietly quietly he became the permanent guest of my heart.

He has gone and settled abroad,

and without asking he keeps comes into my thoughts.

It is the limit now of all this comings and goings,

if he comes today,reality will take the place of thoughts. 

renukakkar 07.01.2012

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Come air please come to me now

Come air please come to me now,

my important message you take to her.

I have to meet her today somehow,

please go and deliver this message to her. 

Her fragrance comes with the breeze,

and I feel that she is here with me. 

Even though she is not present here,

but I feel that she is always near. 

Go go and tell her now only,

explain to her she is my life definitely.

We are life partners from many lives,

make her understand this fact positively.

Tell her how can I live without her,

go make her understand this today.

Without wings may she come flying,

my heart's message she could hear without my speaking.

Come air please come now,

my important message you take to her.

I have to meet her today somehow,

please go and deliver this message to her. 

renukakkar 13.1.2011

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I have been here before

Sometimes I feel I have been here before,

but when and how i just can not remember.

Is it an emotion rising from the heart's core,

or a dream sequence which one sees in slumber.

Perhaps it is a premonition of things to come,

of the visions I see coming in pieces.

Perhaps giving warnings of tragic fearsome,

which may adversely effect my mental peace.  

Perhaps the intuitions are of happy times to come,

the visuals that I see fleeting before my eyes.

Telling me that life is not yet done,

Do I wait for the dream sequence to becomes a reality.

I know you as if from a distant dream land,

we have been close my heart proclaims.

How long ago was this I cannot understand,

a veil falls when I search within my heart and soul.

As I search within for an answer,

no reply is forthcoming as is expected.

Future events are meant not to be clear,

only when time comes are events revealed.

renukakkar 19.1.2012

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Dheere dheere se meri zindagi mai

Dheere dheere se meri zindagi mai aa ke,

jaane kab mera dil vo chura gaye.

Maine to soocha na tha aisa kabhi hoga,

lekin vo to apana dil mujhe bin mange de gaye.

Sambhalu kaise haalaat bas mai nahi mere,

chupke chupke vo jo dil ke mehmaan ho gaye.

Door pardesh mai jaa base,

bin pooche khayalo mai bhi vo aa gaye.

Aab to had ho chuki khawabo mai aane jaane ki,

sach me aa jaye to  samjho khawab haquikat  ban gaye.

renukakkar 07.01.2012

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Aaaja re hawa aab tu aaja

Aaja re hawa aab tu aaja,

leja re zaroori sandesh ye mera.

 Aaajhi mujhe usse hai milna,

usko ja ke bata tu zara.

Kushboo aati hai,

uska ehsas  laati hai.

Na paas hoke bhi,

lagata hai paas mere vo aati hai

Ja ja re jake use bata abhi,

meri zindagi hai vo, use samjha bhi.

Janamo ka saath hamara hai ,

jake zara acchi tera samjha tuhi.

Mai kaise rahu uske bin,

acchi tera bata use yea aaj hi ke din.

Kash vo aaye urthi idher pankho bin,

or samajhti meri dil ki baat kahaye bin.

Aaja re hawa aab tu aaja,

leja re zaroori sandesh ye mera.

Milna hai aajhi mujhe usse,

usko ja ke bata tu zara.

renukakkar 13.1.2011

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Meri dil ki duniya basa ke

Mere dil ki duniya basa ke, 

tum na jaane kahaan chale gaye. 

Rehna tha hume saath saath re, 

tum meri naazaron se door kyu ho gaye?

Tumhara pata maine poocha,

na draktho ne, na phoolo ne bhi bataya. 

Sab chup rah gaye na koi boolha, 

tum meri naazaron se door kyu ho gaye?

Meri haalat pe kisi ko na taras aaya,

per baadalo ne sunni meri vaedana.

Aur haalat pe mere saat vo roh diye,

tum meri naazaron se door kyu ho gaye?

Sab haaste hai mujhe dekhte dekhte, 

per mai rooti hu akele akele. 

Tumhe yaad karte karte,

tum meri naazar se door kyu ho gaye? 

renukakkar 1.1.2012. 

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Should I go back?

Life takes us along a set course,

our choices our decisions made.

But sometimes we meet a reckoning force,

taunting and declaring them to be a fake.

I left the restaurant that day,

with tears in my eyes and pain in my heart.

The memories of a dear one do not fade away,

they stay entrenched as if never to depart.

Years passed by living on my own,

but the heart was constantly being pulled.

Reminding all  the times that have gone,

in the company of someone I loved.

For years I thought to return,

to the place where my memories were contained.

To visit places that were of both our concern,

Is a question that haunted my mind.

I walked alone as a traveler on the road of time,

under the cover of the rainy skies.

Should i turn back, with a smile ?

I wondered as I inwardly cried.

I had left thinking her dead,

leaving my town my world and my love behind.

Knowing her to be alive was a God sent,

As before does she wait for me eagerly lifting the window blind?

renukakkar 27.12.2011

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